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Welcome to my world!

This blog is about my life, I am really just a normal girl who posts random videoes, pictures and things I see and hear in my everyday life. This blog is a tiny window inside of my world, but before you will truly understand my future and this blog, you will have to understand my past. I have nothing to hide, I am who I am and my past is what it is. I believe that there is a reason for everything, good or bad!

So here we go…

I was born in 1991 in a little town called Vejle in Denmark. I was born into a world were I had no dad because he left my mom before I was born and into a world where my grandma and grandpa meant a big deal to me and in my first years of living I almost spend more time with them than with my mom. I actually remember my childhood as pretty good, I guess I was a happy kid, I talked a lot, I know that for sure, but well I still do! When I was 3 years old my mom gave me a small pony called Rasmus and that was when I started loving horses and since I was a little kid I used my horses as a way to escape a bit from the world, just being me, all alone without human contact, and when I got older, I fully understood why I needed this.

Since I started going to school I got bullied. About everything, my hair, the way I looked, the way I was, just about everything they could put there eyes on. At that time I was really high and thin, so it wasn’t because I was overweight or anything, they just didn’t like who I was. So at that time, my horses was all I had. When I was 10 years old we moved from Vejle to a little town in the south of Jutland and the bullying continued. At that time I never went to school, like never. No matter what my mom tried to do, I just kept staying home with my horses and this was where I found something really special: Music & Movies! Damn, I remember the days where I was just in my room all day listening to music and watching movies, just escaping from the world. I loved it, and

I actually remember being happy at these times, being in a world that was mine. I moved schools a lot and when I was 13 years old I had been through 12 different schools.

When I was 14 years old I was send to a boarding school and I was sure this was just gonna kill me, but actually it didn’t, it saved me. This really is one of the best things I’ve ever been a part of. Being on a school with 130 boys and girls, all different and all with their own background. I still remember 2 years later, when I was 16 and the school was ending, how much I cried. I don’t really have much to say about the school other than it was wonderful I just remember it as one of the best times of my life. When the school ended I was actually pretty sure that my life was over. So this was when I had my “teenage” depression. I was just home all the time, alone with music. I could just sit on my bed and stare into the wall for hours, as long as I just had my music and my fiction nothing could overcome me. But this was also when I did something with my life, I didn’t want to just be the lonely girl anymore, I didn’t wanna be the girl without any dreams… I realized that I had absolutely nothing to loose, so this was when I made my move: When I was 16, me and my mom moved to the capital of Denmark, Copenhagen. This was like a dream for me…

The next few years was the best and the worst in my life. The best because I got to try so many amazing things, I got to work on movie sets, I got to record – and write music, I got to make scripts, I got to do stand-up comedy and just everything that I had ever dreamed of. But behind all of this, I was homeless… Not just in my soul, my literally… Me and my mom lived around the town because the person we rented our apartment from, turned out to be a pretty bad kinda’ guy and I really remember this as the worst part of my life! The worst thing I’ve ever tried. I’ve never spend so much crying, never spend so much time escaping to the world of music and when I think about it all today, I can’t believe how I actually made it through. But I did, and I must say I’m proud of it today.

So where am I now? Well I’m still in Copenhagen, doing what I really love. I love my work, my friends, my horses, my family… I just love my life. I learned so much about Karma, about being happy about who I am and that dreams actually do come true. What is my dream from now? What is it that I want so much that I could cry about it? Well my next gold is to go to the U.S for 9 months on a school called “Media & Art” but well, this means that I have to collect around 40.000 dollars so sadly I don’t see this happening the next couple of years, but someday… Some way! I will not give up and I spend everyday, waking up with a smile on my face thinking about how lucky I actually am. Therefor I work a lot for charity, I spend a lot of time talking to kids on schools about how they should follow their dreams, my dreams already did come true, and that’s why I’m ready to follow the next one! Where is my horses you might asked, well they are still here. Dino who I got when I was 10, and Pearl who we just got are still here and they are still a big part of my life.

“Regardless of how much a person has had to overcome, there is no excuse for not going after their dreams” – Amy Paffrath.
This quote for me just says so much! Follow that dream guys!

So yeah welcome, this is me, I hope you are not completely freaked out and to scared to stay and read the blog!

xoxo
Camilla